YThursday, January 26, 2006
break me down and define me..
breach me of our friendship and let me see..
how we are really never meant to be.
this is all of hate and repression.
i tried and tried to make this work..but u are all the same
i tried and tried to be ur lucky girl..but u left me maimed
i tried and tried to be there to care..but i was lamed
despite my damndest, i am left to be blamed.
to give my hope and re-enact dreams of you..
never considering that it might not come true..
continuously believing that i've finally "found" you.
you are all the same..never different nor special
u break me like everyone else in this demented world
perhaps i could be tis young menace of a girl
not cut out to be your gem or your bloody pearl
shut ur gap if u wana tell me that u bloody cared
damn those shyts for the songs u shared
i was contradicted by ur character that i embraced
i hate you for constantly making me ponder and prognosticate
i loathe each and every one of you for wanting to be perfect
i loathe you for not giving a damn as i'm breakin my back
i loathe you for makin me feel tis whacked
but i can't loathe u..cuz it's all my act
hoped for too much and hurt myself again
the venom of the snake bit me in vain
i'm already in emotional vexatious pain
i knew i should've never fall again.
-- i wrote tis for those who feel BOLLOCKS UP by those heartless apes out there
Good Luck to you..Lord bless..
_callous_ was here with you at
